Today I awoke and discovered I was depressed. Here is how it happened. I woke up, as per usual and got out of bed. Checked how quickly my illegal download of Lost Planet: Colonies had progressed, then moved over into various other things. Games are a constant part of my world and I have an overabundance of games that I will never spend any full amount of time on. As soon as I wrote that I flipped over to a different pane and opened up my friend’s facebook, Lauren’s facebook. As I had a crush on Lauren that I’m sure she knew about but she’s how she is and we haven’t talked since she graduated last year. She is how she is means that she’s lovely and popular and I was an oddball run-in kid all.
Though good call on keeping your damn mouth shut for once, good call past Viet. Good decision for once. Good gut instinct.
Anyhow. Is this it? Sit around on a fat ass, house-delivered pizza and videogames and jack-all?
And Batman? While great, is this it?
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God I’m depressed. Bubbles.
Bottles of Bubbles, all to be sent to Talisa. Haven’t gotten it together. Her birthday was about a week ago now.
Hurm.
I don’t know where to go. Too unhappy with current situation but too scared to move.
Fuck all man.
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